Who do you say that i am?

Jesus asked his disciples

who do people say I am?

then he asked them again 

who do YOU say that I am?


Ostensibly he hoped to be

understood as the Messiah

unfortunately most people 

only saw him as a pariah


Was our Lord having an

identity crisis of some kind?

as in those dark hours

he struggled in his mind


I understand his pain

perhaps confusion too

it's hard to comprehend purpose

when everyone turns away from you


Who am i, I never wondered

it wasn't given me to ask

This was for others to decide

mine, the knuckling under task


So, I ask like Emmanuel

who do you say I'm supposed to be?

If Marilisa isn't good enough

You tell me then, who is she?


Is she just sister, daughter, slave?

Your minion, drudge or drone?

Evidently she's isn't meant to have

any kind of life to call her own. 


Selah. But wait...


it doesn't seem right to end 

this little ditty here

it's a pretty bleak assessment

but if I'm honest, also clear


It probably should have 

a big Halleluiah chord

some resolving great Amen

maybe that would that please the Lord?


cuz it ain't just me I don't know

I also have no idea of Him

we've talked of this before

in my odes so very grim


don't get me wrong, I'd love to end 

with promises and prayer emojis

gushy kisses and smiley hugs

but i'm fresh out of all of these 


I wish I could offer you

Vera Lynn and keep smilin thru

Dunkirk spirit and all that jazz

I'm trying to mend, and make do


I've packed up my troubles 

got me Lucifer and fag

but for all I've smiled at problems

they've worn clean thru me ole kit bag


And maybe you don't want it anyway

secret chords and cheery attitudes

maybe you don't like that kind of music

Maybe you and God hate cheezy platitudes 


if so, that's good to hear

can't we just admit it's such a bore

all i got's pukka real and honest

and honestly not much more






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