Rescue Swim Sonnet


fallow lie the fields

of grim Athenry 

yes, we have no milk 

the cow has run dry 


those perishing below

from her window sees

but does she even hear

their heart-twisting pleas?


Lady of Shalott 

wrings out tears like rain

cries for herself not 

children with no grain 


what use is crying 

with no song to say 

the doom is upon her

she's clean sailed away


lonely is our lady 

of towered misery

drowning in blossoms

in boat off the quay 


Such a golden waste 

bright sparkler divine

Makes me consider 

the spark that is mine


methinks as I dwell

in my quirky rhyme 

about brevity of 

the tango with time


to the death dicers 

who flirt with the grave

a word of caution 

before the final wave  


spare a thought for those

leaving leaves behind 

when contemplating 

a darker shade of mind


as for me, I'll wear

my 24-karat glow

done with silence now

time to tell and show 


no more colors hid

under basket confine

time to blow the top off 

this little light of mine


I quit dancing to

the puppet masters tune

flip the script face up

rewrite my own rune 


I've a debt to let 

my bright and dark shine

keening out me to 

my young still in line. 


cut loose choke holders

get my priorities straight

cut free loaders adrift

release their dead weight


this is both swan song

and coming-out ball

parting with death dance

as life to life calls

 

I'm harkening to

those truly in need 

by cutting out takers 

I give givers the lead


life ring thrown back

to drowning gone before

rescue swim sonnet 

pulling toward shore


my pay it forward

filling shoes they outgrew

what good they gave

the only kindness I knew


in parched earth vale

better to light a spark

than waste golden dreams

by cursing the dark


Pax Vobiscum. 

Lady of Shalott Blues in B-flat


Grade eff off key day

make the beast go away

can't shake mood today

only eerie meters play


got the doom on me

bagpiping the tune 

Lady of Shalott blues

in B-flat river gloom 


blue moon of Camelot

Keep on shining gloam

from Ohio's mud banks

Charon ferries me home


blue veined hands grasp

Sun's spotted yellow chill

permafrosted core

holds the ice queen still



empty orb hollowed 

dull daylights retract

bleakest black and blue 

prism fragments refract


needle nosed lances 

on tiny aimed shard

finds a clear target

hits tender heart hard


sun without no shine

burns like saccharine

jeering and jesting 

of a fake friend's grin


forced rumination

gnaws in stranglehold

peas porridge stewed in

the pot nine days old 


banjo nerves jangle

in arthritic knot

Discordant twangle

my C minor Camelot 


I finally spoke her name


did the unthinkable

on this day of days

parted company with

traditional ways


it's not what I did

it's what I didn't do

insignificant 

it may seem to you 


for once didn't go

I stayed home in bed

first time in decades I

heard my pain instead


her voice silenced since

forever long time

always playing my

"I'm fine" pantomime


and I power on

mutely holding all

load-bearing lady 

always takes the fall


this sounds selfish, or

maybe just I hear

old haranguing voices

clanging in my ear


stop showing off, you

just want sympathy

you're too sensitive 

in your pity party 


pain was inconvenient

needs were always blamed

tired was verboten

sick was ignored or shamed


And so I shut down

I sucked up my pain

like a vacuum or 

a spiraling drain 


of course it spiraled

screwed itself down tight 

frozen in my core 

clamped like jaw bite 


hand over a mouth

to silence a scream 

but she was too loud 

especially in dream 


"She" is a fairy 

pain she helps me see

she's much more friend than

they ever were to me


she starts and ends day 

and punctuates night

though I keep her at bay

still she shines her light


no matter how tight 

I put on her lid 

my bottled genie 

refuses to stay hid 


she interrupts my sleep 

sounds back alarm bell 

if I don't heed she makes

other parts hurt as well


I should thank her for

waking me in pain

so I stop heeding 

shaming in my brain


it's them I should ignore

voices in my my head

they get louder too

when I go to bed


not that I'm expected

to hurt silent be

by the folks I love

who also love me

 

they aren't the problem

the shame lives in me

in harm from people 

I once called  family 


so today I did

something differently 

gagged the voices to  

hear the wise fairy 


how did it feel to 

finally speak her name

I don't know yet 

some is still the same


it'll take time and work

to gag shame for good 

we'll do it together

in our safe fairy wood 




Where words cannot go


spaces, voids and places 

with no way to name

boundless sensation

no picture to frame


dwell in my deepness

marrow of my soul 

rooted in heartwood

parts in umbilical whole


Some radiate heaven

paradise past tell

some mutely suffer 

agony like hell


ache like astronaut 

clinging by eyelash thread

to a mother ship

where the crew is dead


joy like fairy lights

that in my yard glow

beaming out a hope

where no word can go


vacuum sealed sound

concentric circles fall

collapsing on themselves

mute conical wall


formless thoughts and faces

flit in nightmares dreamed

but when I catch them

they're not what they seemed


Yet they're there and real

deep in secret well 

intangible tangent

no seer can foretell


heard but unspoken

penned in invisible ink

beyond my line of sight

I miss them when I blink 


like wee red spiders

or tiny dust mites 

you only know he's been

by his painful bites


But for all the bad

that falls on deaf ears

much voiceless delight

my spirit still hears


with bone deep reverb

sound without volume

too low for sonar 

in full body hymn


down below bottom 

more felt than heard

past hell's 7 layer 

this loudly silent word


a void that sat vacant

is filled to the brim

flooding with light 

corners that were dim


pulsing each heartbeat

the psyche's EKG

sung in living color

by astral choir in me



Amen. 









Oh Captain, my captain dear...


monarch in residence

presiding from a tree

marooned on the beach

my driftwood deity


pirate king's throne on

schist striated sands

black to tan ombre

in mica and quartz bands


crowned with flowers

woven by his queen

in woodland frolics

midsummer's daydream 


bandana flag waves

like ruby red sail

from back pocket of

blue jeaned admiral 


Adonis adorned 

master of the sea

exhales cigarette

Puff in Honalee


Ponders the great lake

horizons deep and wide

muses how far it is

to the other side


Captain, my captain

permission to board?

this one man vessel 

of the barefoot milord


I'll man the mainsail

you the rudder steer

there's cheese to share and

an icebox of beer


I think on such as these

as the years hit 44

riding each tomorrow

to reach the far shore


But it's not the start

nor the ending bells

but in-between times 

is where living dwells


we've many landings

memories yet to make 

before our final bow

and curtain call take


So rev this tramp steamer

and take 'er out to sea

I'll ride with you, luv

to infinity. 





(reflections upon a random snapshot taken by me of my boy, circa, 1983-ish)




When the Wind's in the Wendigo



the wind's in the wendigo

at my achy breaky lake

vision found and lost

in a sick headache 


upside wrong way up

right side upside down 

here we go again

round the Mary-go-round 


feel a spiral coming 

migraine black and blue

brain cacophony 

no idea what to do


Make the bad man stop

try to stem the tide

with a goldfish net

with holes way too wide


all my hard work ruined

painting washed away

shushed imagination

where antelope did play


Chilkoot befuddled

muddy rainbow puddled

Tlingit blanket frayed

Seed beads all muddled


The wind's in the wendigo

my lovely fine pine time 

Dissolved by acid rain 

One more nightmare, mine


The end of the beginning...

Milo's tree fort






my grandson Milo and I

found a tree fort made of pine

near a school playground 

we thought it mighty fine


carefully he inspected 

another's house design

in ice-cream drip shorts

explored evergreen shrine 


Tipi-d tripod branches 

leaning companionably 

like friends on each other

just like Milo and me


we admired the needles

arranged upon the trees

prepping for the winter

to weather wind and freeze


He found moss growing

softly wild in the wood

upholstered a log chair

as great-great grampa would


Then he kindly invited

Omi to take a seat 

all pillowed in moss green

so I could rest my feet


we imagined a bedroom

"quite small" judged he

perhaps it was a closet

where the broom would be


The smell of the woods

lives in a fir cone

from forest by the beach

which he is taking home


a gestalt wonder feast

painted thistle and lime

marram trails to wander 

in a dune old as time


I shall dream tonight

of our cozy timber home

I know he treasures too

our shared lakeland roam. 


with love from Omi to Milo. 7.21.2026


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